The final breath

Its like a knife through the heart when I see you.
But why do I not bleed to death and release me of this ache?
Because after all words are only words and actions do have a habit of being louder,
and my God your actions were loud, almost deafening.
Now I am confused to whether Love and Hate are just the same emotion but at different ends of the spectrum?

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COME HOME.

Let me awake and turn to find you facing me once more,
whilst we lay close enough for you to feel the beat of my heart passing into yours,
To have your fingers fit perfectly into mine likes pieces of a jigsaw,
Allow me to hold on this time and erase our previous flaws,
So I can have you once more...

and i miss you like the desert misses the rain

through my faults I am still beautiful,

Away from hands that have done terrible things, I am still pure

Inside a chest too many have seen, Still remains a heart.

Behind the mind so capable of destruction and jealousy, I am still missing you.

There is nothing worse than knowing you are your own worst enemy,

That this devastation is all your own doing.

When you even fail to take your own breath,

This is H e l l

the greatest of foes.

dearly heart, i l o v e d you from the start,

you'll never know what a fool i've been.

Flowers by the graveside.

Its foolish that I remain sat by the graveside mourning for a past that will never return.
love will not conquer all,
because even love can not escape death, it dies out before it has time to fight.

Y o u a r e more.

I wish I could feel all it for you
I wish I could be it all for you
If I could erase the pain
And maybe you'd feel the same
I'd do it all for you
I would
Let's tie words
'Cause they amount to nothing
Play it down
Pretend you can't take what you've found
But you found me
On a screen you sit permanently
It's time to come clean
And make sense of everything
It's time that we found out who we are
Cause when I'm standing here in the dark
I see your face in every star


Love is a funny thing for y o u and I.

It's not what you've lost, its what you find.

Here's the sun to dry up all the rain.
But even endless days of sunshine could not evaporate all this precipitation
The brutality of the storm raged on for too long and damaged the land.
Now the Gods have traded all their dreams for a mess of memories,
Earth quakes destroyed the land and so the land parted becoming two wolds.
One malnourished, scared and in need of salvation.
The other coming to life for the first time, with a green and fruitful landscape with its past hardly visible, as if it never existed.
And these new worlds must grow old together but must never collide with one an other.

Hello my new mono life.

throw out my heart and get a new one.

How did I take all the blame for this?
why did I take all the blame for this?

It's you who is tainted not me; I did not throw away my purity at the drop of a hat for mine was long gone.
What happened to me being so sensational you had to make up words to describe it?
And now the theme of never being good enough persists through out my life.
But even now I can not move on, not through choice but the fact my light will never compare to hers.
Her light is the brightest of all the stars while mine blends to fit the canvas.

We can not argue with our destiny and our hearts are part of this destiny.
So I'll fall back and just feel gravity taking hold of me, hello earth my old friend.